I shall forever be calm, composed and cool!

I thought I grew up! :(

I should be more mature now and think of what to do!

ARGH! I lost my direction in life again :(

But I guess it's a good thing. Cuz the original aim is pretty much morally screwed(?)

Now I am having a really really hard time thinking of what I wanna be!!!

Initially I thought money was all that I need. But the idea's changed! :(

I don't know anything now.

I don't really wanna be anything in particular cuz I have so many different dream/ aspirations; whatever.

I think I should really close this window right now and go do MATH!!!

I think some of the people I know are abit cold now. haha I think it's exam stress.

Anyway, the conference is over. :(

Whenever certain events which I actively participated in are over, I will feel extremely ... she3 bu4 de2! hahaha! Cuz even though I made loads of friends and what not, we're most probably never gonna really contact each other, or for that matter, never see each other again :/

It's always such abrupt ending at the most fragile of times.